I want to marry you because you’re the first person that I want to look at when I wake up in the morning & the only one I want to kiss good night because the first time that I saw these hands, I couldn’t imagine not being able to hold them or someone else holding onto them.
Life is like photography - develop from the negatives.
Do you ever just get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile & you don’t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either, there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone, people have stopped being comforting, & being alone never was. At least when you’re alone no one constantly asks you what’s wrong & there isn’t anyone who won’t take “I don’t know” for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon & that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.